>>9 I was living the dream then I woke up. Living rent-free in a really nice apartment with a girl I was going to marry. Why get a job? But she said we were going nowhere and it would be best if we were apart so we could sort ourselves out. I lost her and my home and had to leave the city and move back to the countryside. I had to leave my band too. I used to have lots of friends but everyone drifted apart and I see hardly anyone anymore. Now I'm back to the old me hoping to be involved in a fatal accident or stabbing or something