I have seen that now at the age of 23 I still a child in many ways. And now that the year of 2017 is coming to close I sit here thinking what I will become. I am quite useless in many ways so nobody cares about me. I have been reading the esoteric philosophy of daoism as conveyed through the text called zhuangzi. It is a remarkable text in many ways but it is jumbled.

So I sit here drinking apple juice and i think to myself that i am still a child in many ways.